Grief is one huge son of a bitch. I have been single now for over 6 months. This is huge for me. When I watch romantic movies I feel envy. When I see families I feel sadness. When I see fighting I feel relief. It will be nice to watch a movie or a couple in real life and not compare them to me or my past. That will be true freedom.
I enjoy the many perks of singledom but I also miss the joys of having a partner. I just still have work to do on what kind of person gets to have that from me. Cause the next one I want to be the last one. Or at least that's what I hope for. No expectations.
I pray for peace
I love you rkj
J.
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