I can't sleep. I am calm and very content, but I can't sleep. If I dig deep down to those damn things we call feelings, I almost feel excited.
I wrote a silly poem a while back and I just reread it....
I recognized your eyes ...
The day I first saw you, I recognized your eyes.
The first time I hugged you, I remembered what you felt like.
The first kiss we shared, I sank into your arms.
I recognized your eyes.
You must have been my past. The one I tried to find before. Many failed tries leading to the end. Heartbroken and failed.
You must be my present. Given a second chance to live in love. To live with knowing we deserve to be loved in return. With no judgements. With no demands. Just growing and learning. Mistakes are lessons not endings.
You must be my future. Loving you is a gift. We mold our lives together. Knowing that we were meant to share them. I know this because...
I recognized your eyes.
I feel that when I look into your eyes, whether it be a photo or in real life, I recognize them. It takes my breath away every time. I realized tonight that as a libra I search and strive for an equal balance. When things are uneven I tend to have anxiety. Balance, ying and yang. Black and white. The equal space I give each photo I take. It all adds up. You are my ying. I see balance in your eyes. Trust. We have almost been together 9 months and I still daydream about you. I feel each day I couldn't possibly love you more and then I do! These next few weeks and even months are gonna be tricky. I will do everything in my power to remain strong for this change. I love you so much
