Selfish

1. devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others.

2. characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself: selfish motives.

Too many of these kinds of people. Seriously. Why America?  

who reads this?

I notice that people are reading this but who is it?  Random people looking for Jessie J?  People online going through blogs?  I must know!!!!!!!!

 

 

Who are you?  Where do you come from?   Why is my life so fucked up today???????

 

 

 

I. can't.stop.eating!

This is my Truth...today

I sit in a room with you.  I connect with your eyes.  You are a roller coaster.  Up and down in your movements just as fast as your thoughts. 

 

I have desires to touch you.  To tell you that you are amazing.  To kiss your lips.  I stop the thoughts.  I stop my hands.   I try to speak but I fear hurting myself.  Do I wait it out?  Do I compromise myself? 

 

 

Live in the day, so many have said to me!   But what if the day brings more confusion? 

 

 

She is in love with her ex-gf.   She always will be.   I have to gain acceptance around that and move forward.

 

 

I call this Karma!  100% Karma.  

 

 

I accept you for who you are and who you love.  

 

 

I am worth it too.