Breathe

Had a dream last night about you.  It was simple and good.  Then turned into fear and isolation like you always liked it.


It was in all white.  Not colors except outlines.  Others were there that wanted to help me stay.  I woke before I suffocated again.  Sadness is all i feel today.  Hope the meds will work.

WDIT

Who's dog is this? Who would leave a dog tied up outside? Excuse me sir have you seen this dog? Is it your dog??

Reflection 👣

Have you ever felt like your mind and body are two people. I am coming to much awareness that I actually have a physical body. I logically know its there of course, but I am starting to feel it. I was denied access to my own body since the day I was born. Somebody stole that from me. Somebody probably stole that from him.

Today I feel freedom. Maybe not huge freedom. But freedom nevertheless. I have given up hostage. I have cut off my first hand tie. I will be totally free someday. When that day comes I will not recognize myself for I have been hiding behind this thick brick wall. Soon I will walk into a room or mirrors and be ok with the reflection. This is what hope is. It's what power is.